A calm finish to a thundering journey

Life has never been so different and more resolved than it is. Mind has never been so clear about anything than it is now. Last 3 months have been a voyage into the unseen realms of technical knowledge and the spirit of engineering.

It all started with a desperate struggle to prove myself to the people in the industry that I can do things that I have never done before and I can discover things that I never knew about myself. Nothing big but an internship could have done that. And its all God's grace that finally I got one and as usual it was more than I ever asked for myself.

People say with power comes responsibility but in my case it was the sense of responsibility at my work which gave me the power to do things that were way beyond my abilities. Use and implement things, thats all most of us do all our lives, but I have realised that creating something new, coming up with something thats not visible to others can give you a sense of accomplishment that can last for your whole life. I have realised it by looking at others and this is something I look forward to do myself also.

People around you can largely affect the way you look at things and percieve them. Something like that also happened with me. I have worked with people who are flawless in what they do and in a manner nobody else does and may be that what sets them apart. I have a long way to go and I may never visit these paths of my life again but I will always remember the things that I have learned during this period and how good I have felt about myself.

It was a war at the borders of mind and I have come scathed and and mutilated but it still feels so good as if I have longed for it ever. It was a struggle, it was a fight, it was a confrontation that I neither won nor lost but felt all along. It is a calm finish to a desperate start, thundering journey, conflicting minds and a quest for satisfaction.